Over and Over Again

I feel it everyday it's all the same
It brings me down but I'm the one to blame
I've tried everything to get away

Every single day…it’s all the same. It’s my fault though. If I could just have seen it coming…there were signs; your change in attitude and personality, as well as appearance. I’ve tried almost everything to bring you back, but…

So here I go again
chasing you down again
why do I do this?

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over; over and over
I try not to

Well, here I go again, chasing you down, like always.
It’s like…I don’t know…over and over again, I chase you down, and yet…it’s all futile, isn’t it?
Over and over again, I try to forget about my feelings for you, and over and over again, I fail. I try not to let my emotions get in the way, but to no avail. Why? Why must it be this way? Why did you have to go to the empire?

It feels like everyday stays the same. It's dragging me down and I can't pull away.
So here I go again, chasing you down again.
Why do I do this?
I just don’t understand… why do you make me do this? I chase you down, find you, fight you, and then you leave… why? Don’t you understand? I’ve had feelings for you for a long time now and yet… and yet, you have not noticed… and if you have, why haven’t you mentioned it?
And there you are. I see you and Galzra. Why do you not look back, like you used to? Why can’t we just be friends again, like before? I don’t understand. I don’t even know you anymore!

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try

We’re fighting now. It’s always like this. It’s as if you make me fall for you, over and over. The way you move, it distracts me. And your eyes… your eyes, a deep grey, always captivate me. You seem so…sad, for some reason. Sad, and regretful, as if this is not what you want. Is this what you want?

So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head
I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead
I know what's best for me
But I want you instead
I'll keep on wasting all my time

I plead you to come back. I beg- no, implore you to come back! Why did you go? All these thoughts of you…you and me…the time we used to share as friends…
I try to live without you. I try to accept the fact that you are now the enemy. The fact of the matter is…I can’t. Every time I try…I feel dead. I know what’s best for me, but I want you instead…So I’ll keep wasting all my time.

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over

“I know what you feel about me.” You said simply.
“W-what?”
“I know you have a crush on me. I’ve known for years now. You made it so obvious…” You said, chuckling a bit.
“Y-you knew…all this time, you knew and…you never…told me?”
“Of course I knew. And to be quite honest with you, I felt, and feel, the same way.”
I knew you were telling the truth. You’ve never lied to me before. Unless, of course, you count all those times you said you were fine when you weren’t.
You leaned forward, blocking my sword with yours, and briefly touched your lips to mine. I would have responded if I weren’t shocked by your actions. You then pulled away, your lips and your sword going with you, and climbed onto Galzra.
“We will meet again, Brom.” You said, half-smiling. Then Galzra pushed off the ground, and soon you and your dragon were tiny specks in the evening light.
I touched my lips, and whispered “Morzan…”

You don't even try to